Thursday, January 12, 2012 | 11:21 AM |
0 lettersThis week have I've been helping mum do the cookies so no time to blog or do other things
Lots of BTOs coming up, just looked at the cck one. quite cheap! and nice neighbourhood too
So many decisions.
Sending off ppl is not a very happy thing to do :( but yet you must be excited/happy for them. random thought.
*/yamgnap
Labels: quick help mum
Monday, January 09, 2012 | 11:03 AM |
0 lettersEcc 7:2b
"...for death is the destiny of every man; the living should take this to heart."
For God to start me off this new journey, He had to tell me the ending; that my days are numbered and is considered short, that every moment/thing i do is precious.
Ecc 9:10
"Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with allyour might, for in the grave, where you are going, there is neither working nor planning nor knowledge nor wisdom."
My mind has always been so focused on "What do I do next? Which step do I take?" but instead of telling me what I ask of Him, He sets my heart right first, that whatever He gives to me, I have to do it with all my might, for when the time comes, I do not have the chance to do even anything.
I know it sounds all kinda morbid, but I think it makes perfect sense for me to know this and to digest this. Though I'm kinda like in the prime of my life now, I still must be mindful that humans all have a common destiny which is death. And so then, what do I do with this life?
Wise words from Yu Mushi: "it's good that you're searching and asking for God's direction in your next step, but most importantly you must have the faith in what God asks you to do."
Wise words from Ian: "If you live your life in pleasure, or trying to make things easier for your life, you wont quite do things that count for the eternal.."
Roughly ba.. the words aren't exact but it was what I received from their heart. Oh gosh, crossroads are such a nice yet tricky place to be in. It makes or break and I know I've made wrong choices or had wrong mindsets here and there that's why I'm particularly careful now. Which may not be a good thing either cos it may mean I will not do anything at all. Must have BALANCE!
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A long time ago, Cheryl ann did this photoshoot for her photography class, and I, was her model. It was all very fun to get into different poses, and particularly I'd like a good composition for the picture so I went to all different lengths to make the picture look nice. Some did'nt come out that good, but I shall post the nice/fav ones here :)
*/yamgnap
Labels: Crossroads starts....now.
Friday, January 06, 2012 | 1:14 PM |
0 lettersI think I've got a fetish for big bathrooms
ahh..next time, I would really like a big bathroom, or at least a nice cosy looking one :)
Side note, my posb account kena blocked today, so matt asked me to check at the ATM..then, my card kena retained by the ATM machine LOL!
So, went down to the dbs bank, and asked for helped, this nice lady applied for me a new card when I decided to boldly ask about a debit card. heh. She ended up cutting the brand new card she got for me right in front of me. Sorry nice lady! Then she handed me a brand new debit card.. BLACK COLOUR SIOL:)))
YAY HAPPY :)
Today is also the last day of work for me, followed by a nice fellowship dinner near eugene's house..ee sarn if i'm not wrong. sigh.. transitions. On one side you're really excited that things are going to change (finally) but on the other hand, you don't know what might just happen next/in the future. The thing that I wish would happen to me is the very thing that gives me the chills from time to time. How ironic!
I've got another thing that I wana do when I'm taking this break. I'm gona DRAW :) draw draw draw draw..create create create. AND finish my painting..gosh it's half painted now heh.
Cheers to me for the new and upcoming days ahead!
Fashion related part time job vacancy anyone??
*/yamgnap
Labels: bittersweet day
Thursday, January 05, 2012 | 4:29 PM |
0 lettersWas doing my quiet time during lunch time. Walked around the pinnacle and found a nice spot to sit down at.
Suddenly, I had the inspiration to write a song. Here goes:
Search me now my God
Im right here at your feet
Laying down my pride
Putting everything aside
I want to hear the things on your heart
All I know Lord
Is that I've come to seek your face
Not knowing what to say or do
Show me Lord in your ever loving way
How much you want to meet me too
Lord can you hear my heart
Crying out to you
To want to know you more
And let it lean on you
Though sometimes I forget
How much you mean to me
Lord see past the human me
And remind once more
Of the love you have for me
it doesn't rhyme, doesnt sound poetically nice or it may even have some grammar mistakes. But one thing I'm sure and happy about these lyrics is that it perfectly reflects my heart.. Never had such a satisfying lyric writing session for a long time. Most of the time I'll be thinking whether it makes sense, whether it sounds nice.
Bring me back to You.
*/yamgnap
Tuesday, January 03, 2012 | 11:54 AM |
0 lettersWhee it's 2012!!! And currently remembering Enli/Gab's conversation, WE ARE TURNING 23 THIS YEAR OMMOOOOOOHH..
Great start of the year having cough and sore throat :/ Took sick leave from work even though it's the last week heh.
Sipping some tea at food for thought (Queen Street) with Amanda Ng
NAFA Friends meet up: The Cheryls
The Dinner: Popeyes
Cherie Chen Xueling LOL funny how i rem her full name
End Of Year celebration on the rooftop! Self made rocket still seem simply awesome!
THE Maze at Teen's Camp
Tany fooling around with the dry ice..LOLs..
The rest of the dry ice used during the all time fav candle soccer. Julian in the background FY
Not sure what's with the blue underline. been reading up html but cant solve this one :(
Going out with mum to see a doc now.
Yamgnap
Sipping some tea at food for thought (Queen Street) with Amanda Ng
NAFA Friends meet up: The Cheryls
The Dinner: Popeyes
Cherie Chen Xueling LOL funny how i rem her full name
End Of Year celebration on the rooftop! Self made rocket still seem simply awesome!